Shiny New House

Clean out the dusty closet

Pack away the old sheets

Put away those old pictures

Of fond memories.

Laugh at all that once was

Because now its time to throw it off

So put up new curtains

Wash out the grime

Put out the new silverware

Its finally time.

Dust off those cobwebs

The spiders have died

Clean out the broken furniture

Make space for a new life.

This is where you will stay my love

I will keep it neat and clean

Not a stain left my love

Nothing can be seen.

I put out the new sheets, you see

Threw away the old

They were stained with too many tears, you see

Its time for them to go.

Notice the fine china on the mantle piece

Those are the things I love

Keep them safe my dear

Don’t let them collect dust.

This is your home now, my love

Dont let it fall apart

I'l come everyday, my dear

I will do my part

Together we will build a life here

Together we will keep it strong

And when my heart stops beating dear

It will still be standing tall.

For the first time

There was a time you could have had everything

The love, the heart, the promises, the ring

But now it’s all gone, You took it all

And threw it down. Stepped on it,

like it was just another part of the ground

And what was left got washed away

The rains came took it all away.

You showed me castles in the air

Told me that you’d always be there

I left you once but you still held on

And then I came back, but you were gone

And you took it all away

Threw it all away, again.

I have nothing more to give,

My heart, my love, my promises are all broken

There is only the mess inside my head

And that isn’t a pretty sight anymore

Would you take it all, again?

There’s nothing left at all, yet again.

Call me a fool, call me a lover

I will come out of it

This time stronger

And you can’t have it all, again

You lost it all, again

This time it’s mine and not yours

Not again.

Memories of you will stay at the back of my mind

Soon they will be sad lullaby’s

And I will smile again, I will forget everything.

The footprints that you left behind

Will always be there, atleast for some time

It’l all wash away, all of you will go away

And I will be whole again

For the very first time.

Disconnect

One day I want to disappear. Just drop everything, switch of my phone, get off the internet, pack my bags and leave. Disappear for a bit. I wish I could do that now. Because I don’t think I can handle life any more. Just disconnect from everyone for a month.

In that one month I was to experience things I have never felt. Absolute isolation. Complete self reliance. Life the way is meant to be. Un-dependant. Free.

In the end, those who stay remain. Those who don’t. Well I wont need them anymore.

Maybe one day I will.

Anger

Anger flows

Into the depths of my soul

I wonder where its been for so long

It builds its house inside my soul

It settles down, Im not alone

Its going to live here for long

Not a tenant, not an owner

It just came and claimed my soul

Said its his to feed off from

Because there isn’t another so far gone

I let it stay, I let it seep

Into the depths of my soul.

I hold on to it in the darkness of the night

That’s where my safety lies

It fills the emptiness that

Everyone left behind

It heal the scars that

I let everyone cause

He fixes his house, makes it shine

And in the depths of my soul he resides

Content is he, content am I

To let him take over my mind

If you see me in the darkness of the night

Remember, I am nothing more than my anger.